whomthebelltolls: (So condescending)

[personal profile] whomthebelltolls 2020-11-12 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Odd, I thought perhaps it was just the layers of my Hunter's gear.

[She takes a deep breath - the air isn't cool to inhale, but it helps - and takes her hat off briefly, to fan at the little bit of sweat on her forehead.

Then, her hat's back on, and she's back to reaching for another flower. The silence, the heat, and the way the flower's petals wrap around her hand bring an unbidden thought to the fore: When was the last time she held someone like this flower has wrapped around her hand?

It must have been months ago, before... before she'd ruined things with Alex. That thought alone brings a pang to her chest, something vaguely painful and yearning, and she recognizes it for the loneliness she has only recently learned she is capable of feeling.

If only she could wrap herself around another, hold them tight and close like this flower is-

And that's about the same time a thread of suspicion pierces through Maria's mind, and she suddenly sits up and back a bit, jerking away from the flowers.

This is absolutely not the time to be lost in thought, and why that thought of all things? Maria's not entirely unused to getting lost in her own mind, but it's typically only when it's her trauma, and post-traumatic stress catching up to her. Not when it's something so... banal as missing physical affection.
] Mm... curious...

[She says this quietly, and turns her hand over, as though searching for a way the flower may have pierced the defense of her glove. There's a bit of juice on it, but it hasn't soaked through the oiled waterproofing of the glove itself.]
whomthebelltolls: (Inside my head)

[personal profile] whomthebelltolls 2020-11-16 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[If she wasn't so focused on what she's doing, Maria might well be concerned by the noises she's hearing. Alas, she's distracted by looking her hand over, turning it slowly.

Finally, she answers.
] Sometimes, these plants influence you in ways you might not expect. The last time, it was the roses by Dorchacht, luring one in to drink their blood.

I'm trying to figure out what these ones want.

[As much as a plant can 'want' anything, and whether it's just related to the way they're wrapping around things.] These ones don't seem to... attack, though. I'm not getting any kind of feeling like they're trying to harm me somehow.
whomthebelltolls: (Oh oh oh)

[personal profile] whomthebelltolls 2020-11-18 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Hm, you may be right.

[She waves a hand, and watches the particles dance in the slats of moonlight in the wake of it, then swirl and move with the subtle air currents through the open wood, anyway, even if the wind is otherwise fairly calm.

There's a strange feeling of anticipation that also rises in the back of Maria's mind as Edelgard steps closer, and she frowns a bit, looking over the vampire. For a moment, then she looks her over, like she's looking for something.
]

It is trying to distract my attention either way.

[Then, she tears her gaze away from the other woman, and looks at the flowers again.] Which is irritating. I'd like to finish this task, but it can never be so easy, can it?
whomthebelltolls: (Is it painful to learn)

[personal profile] whomthebelltolls 2020-11-20 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Let us fill our bags, and be rid of this place, then. The more we're here, the more likely it'll soak into our minds. I'm not sure what the end goal is, but the path to get there seems to be...

[She pauses, and a flower wraps around her fingers. She feels an odd, longing pang in her chest, as something drags up the memory of the last time she held someone, the last time she-

-- yes. Of all the things for it to exacerbate, her loneliness was not something she was expecting to be amped up along with her libido.
] A path I'll not tread in a forest.

[No matter how good the company, and by the time they get back, they can take cold showers. Separately.]
whomthebelltolls: (Inside my head)

[personal profile] whomthebelltolls 2020-11-22 07:30 am (UTC)(link)
Good. So long as we are in agreement.

[See that was easy. And just like that, Maria is willing to drop it. Even though she can hear someone behind her, and she's hypersensitive to Edelgard's presence, she continues on as though she is completely unbothered.

There's no blush to her face, because she's waaay too old to be much bothered by the idea of sex, she's just... not going to do it here.

Getting back to Aefenglom might be kind of interesting though, and as she finishes filling her bags, she wipes a bit more unwarranted perspiration from her forehead. Her voice is a bit hoarse when she speaks again, but it's nothing otherwise too notable.
] I think we've done well in clearing them out.